" Once she is alone again, she gets lost in the meanderings of her mind, lost in her doubts and confusions. Abandoned and manipulated, she defends herself, lets herself be devoured, seeks balance, aspiring to serenity. Alone with herself, her soul confronts and fights against this infinite space which both embitters and satisfies her. On one side she lets herself be lulled by her desires and on the other tormented by streams of obsessions. She will prostrate herself, show her teeth, shear her skin in pursuit of the ideal. The unattainable. "